17 Days and Counting....
Holy crap, its only 17 days away.  It's really starting to sink in now.  Friends were marveling at how well I was taking this up-coming surgery.  I was a real trooper.  Now, my mind is racing and I am starting to get scared.  A wise woman once gave me a very important phrase/mantra which applies in this situation. It is to be repeated as often as necessary.  "In _________, this will all be over."  In 17 days, this will all be over.  In 17 days, this will all be over.  In 17 days, this will all be over.